Today suppose to meet Tianwei at 1030 deh,
but i overslept, woke up at 1030, :X
hahas. after that bused to lot,
went to buy some things to eat and went to work.
Damn freaking tired today sia,
my eye like closing already lorh!
Took a lot pictures just now, like mad woman can!?
Tmr still must wake up early and do a lot thing,
feel like dying sia, like everyday not enough sleep.
Hais, buay tahan man! Tuesday going chalet!
Sure fun deh lorh, and sure no need slp!
I WANNA SLEEP NOW!!! But still here working! :(

How much i miss you, i guess its no long important,

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Hehehe, a lot of different neh,
since last time till now, everyone changed,
this picture is like how many years ago sia,
2006 near Christmas like that! ^^
miss those times when we had a lot of fun tgt! :P

Went out with Yawen yesterday,
went to buy some stuff,
walk walk around and left at 4,
Train-ed home alone cause Yawen going to work.
Meet Tianwei after that,
went to MOF, think of it jiu feel a bit scary. :X
hahas. then went to BBQ,
chit chat and eating non-stop,
also don't know why suddenly eat a lot.
they keep saying my face and the eye very red then very scary,
idiot lorh, also never ask you to see, :D
went home at around 12 plus....
enjoy a lot yesterday! ^^

Finding out the truth only hurt me more than before, plus its no use digging it out anymore...

Went Ikea today, had lots of fun today,
went to shop shop around and took pictures.
We are like idiots, running in the rain to Ikea.
Like mad people, then went toilet to dry ourselves.
After buying what we need, went to eat Kfc,
after that bus-ed and train-ed back to lot,
walk walk around and headed back home....
I want the netball chalet, sure going to be fun!
Farewell for the seniors, they will be damn touched for sure! ^^

I have enough of all those lies,
its doesn't matter anymore,
to me, it all seems so meaningless,
you really think you all the winner in this game,
please, you are just a big LOSER to me!
If you really think that lying to me will make me feel better,
then i have nothing to say,
but if i asked you before why didn't you even just tell me the truth,
till the day i found out everything,
then what is this suppose to mean?!
I really don't want to be that clown,
you want to carry on playing, you can really go play with other,
while i don't like your nonsense and those lies.
Time after time, i found out all the lies you said to me.
Telling lies is even harder then telling the truth,
why can't you just be a man and admit everything you have done?!
Starting a quarrel means i have a problem mehs,
don't say till that you are freaking innocent can?
Who make me become like that, you should know very well.
What you all want to do behind me, i really don't know and don't want care,
just leave me alone and stop all your kindness act,
to me, its nothing, it seems that you are trying to spoil the thing even worse!

I'm really feeling down and tired right now,
really damn suckie, when ever i think of it.
Meet Tianwei and went to buy our breakfast and went to work,
then talk talk, eat eat, say about a lot of things,
really very shag sia, the both of us!
Trying hard not to think about it,
but it seems so impossible...
Every past has it's meaning and story behind it.
So am i missing it everytime, but there is nothing i can do about it?
but miss that past doesn't mean anything what,
miss doesn't mean i still must have feeling for it?!
&& really stop your stupid acting in front of me and my friend,
please lah, just kindly Fuck off from my life can anot,
i really can't tahan those nonsense sia.
Really irritates me a lot sia, you think you who,
since you like it so much, then take it lah,
you want i can give you deh sia,
i really buay tahan whatever i heard ok....
My heart already numb form those lies you had said,
nothing you said seem true,
if this were to continue, what is the use then....

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我曾经以为爱上你不会错
你如今变得让我没有把握
曾经的承诺 对与错
回过头又算是什么
这失去的爱如何能复活
你过的生活似乎很快乐
我虽然难过 爱让我懦弱
付出的太多无法解脱
这心痛你能明白吗
我应该如何才不会是这结果
我爱你爱得好辛苦 爱的好孤独 爱的没有退路
我好无助 我不去痛苦 忍不住的哭
这是你给我的礼物
我爱你爱的好辛苦 爱的好糊涂
爱的不能醒目
你好残酷 我看着来路 你并不在乎
也许吧 我无所谓 一个人去漫步
你过的生活 似乎很快乐
我虽然难过 爱让我懦弱
付出的太多无法解脱
这心痛你能明白吗
我应该如何才不会是这结果
我爱你爱得好辛苦 爱的好孤独 爱的没有退路
我好无助 我不去痛苦 忍不住的哭
这是你给我的礼物
我爱你爱的好辛苦 爱的好糊涂
爱的不能醒目
你好残酷 我看着来路 却并不在乎
也许吧 我无所谓
我爱你爱得好辛苦 爱的好孤独 爱的没有退路
我好无助 我不去痛苦 忍不住的哭
这是你给我的礼物
我爱你爱的好辛苦 爱的好糊涂
爱的不能醒目
你好残酷 我看着来路 却并不在乎
也许吧 我无所谓 一个人去漫步